First in 2014

Hi all, it's me again. Back to blogging after one whole year since my last post.
First post in year 2014. Y(^^)Y

Another year of busy working life. OT almost everyday.
Try my best to handle more responsibilities and to finish all my tasks on time. Learnt a lot and yet there are still lots to learn.

My main challenge is to build a balance and fair relationship with colleagues. You have to be friendly but don't let them bully you. Be firm but not fierce. *confusing*

I'm 25 only but white hairs started to pop out already. T_T Anyway, will try to find a way to live a healthy and balance lifestyle.

Good news in year 2014, my eldest sis just got married last month! Felt so happy to finally had a gathering with my family and had a good time together even though it was a very tiring trip. My best friends in uni also gonna get married and moving into next stage of their life next year.

One of  the girls in my secondary sch gang gonna be back next month and I'm going back as well! Looking forward to the next reunion with my girls after all those years.

Life keep goes on without us realizing it. Keep it up and make it worthwhile.

Wish you all the best and God bless you.

HJ, 2014

HJ Fashion

Hi ~~

Finally, my new fb page HJ Fashion started yesterday ~ I hvn been prepared it for more than 2 weeks.

Finding a supplier is not easy especially for us living in East Msia. The shipping is killing ppl !! and it is so UNFAIR! west msia shipping from China and Taiwan is SOOO much cheaper ! Hmph! Kesian us who stay here, resources kena take then everythg here is far more expensive. T_T

Okay, enuf of complaining. I got my 1st order yesterday! Woohooo~ A good sign for first day. ^^

Hope more orders will flow in soon ~

I will try my best to promote and provide good services. 

Please have a look here when you are free. Thanks ~ 

https://www.facebook.com/hjfashion2013

累了，哭了，然后再站起来

今天， 不知何故， 感觉压力好大， 控制不了情绪， 在办公室偷偷哭了两次。T_T

是我对自己要求太高吗？总觉得自己好没用， 觉得自己已经很努力了，可是根本该做的都没做到，达不到目标。

我男友， 比我慢进公司， 现在比我高一级。所以， 他除了安慰我， 也顺便教训了我，给我一点忠告。他说的没错， 我已经尽我的能力做到最好了，不应该怪罪自己。老板都还没骂，自己却先哭了。还有，我真的真的不应该在办公室控制不了情绪，有些同事看见了。:'(  也还好有他在，不然我还真不知该怎么办。

我好累好累， 哭了， 然后没事了。

 真不敢相信自己竟然能在老板面前那么厉害， 能够好好地把事情报告，还能一起讨论。十分钟前， 我还自己一个人躲在厕所里哭。

所以，累了，哭了， 就再站起来吧！ 

还能怎样呢？ 

日子还是要过，而且要过的更好!

Life of Adult HJ

Well, it's been around half a year since I last updated my blog. But, I think no one will notice this since everyone is on facebook, instagram, whatsapp or other social network. However, this is a good place to share my life and my story because maybe someone who is really close to or care about me may visit this blog one day .. haha

My life in KK getting normal and everything is settled down already. My daily life is just so boring.

Work -> Gym (Sometimes) -> Home -> Play some hp games / Reading -> Sleep 

Maybe this is just a very common situation for a working adult. >_< Finally, when weekend is here, life is getting a little bit better, at least can go out for a nice meal and do some shopping. 

Most of the times, I am okay with this lifestyle since I am quite lazy. =D But, sometimes, I will get emo and think of a lot a lot of stuff, especially about my future. Is this what I wanted ? Is this job suit me well? Am I wasting my life not doing something? These questions will just popped out in my mind themselves.

After I thought about these questions, I came out some conclusions for myself. I have two major dreams.

First, get to get out from Malaysia, work somewhere else. Australia? New Zealand? Taiwan? China? Europe? even maybe Sg? Actually, I just wanna go somewhere, experience something I cant experience in Msia. Maybe through this way,  I can become more independent, more mature. 

Second, I wish to do my own business. Then I will be my own boss ! Even someone else's boss ! wakaka. LOL  I just wanna do something I want or something for myself. Like now, work so hard, still is the boss getting big money haha luckily my boss know how to appreciate worker's hard works, so treat all of us not bad one. But, that's impossible now because I do not have $$$, still a long way to go. 

BUT BUT BUT, 我是一个自己要的是什么都不知道的人! I'm scared that I will regret even after I get to fulfil my so-called dreams. Another BUT, "Never try, Never know". So I guess I will still try my best for my dreams now. ^^

Wish all of you DREAMS COMES TRUE

New journey begins

Hi there, I am in KK now! New life begins ! =)

Have been working here for 2 weeks dy. At first, really not used to the life here. Feel very down and upset. Sometimes, just cry by myself or talk to my bf or my best fren. Life wasn't easy when you move to a new place. Although everything is ready, but still need emotion adjustment.

Thanks God for leading me all the time I'm here. I am going to a new church, people here treating me nicely.

Although Im getting negative comments bout the company from my colleagues but they are nice to me still. I believe that God will continue lead me all the time in my work and in my daily life.

Dear God, I'm glad I'm ur daughter. Thanks for everything. ^^

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一个人的时候

人啊，
一个人的时候，
总爱胡思乱想，
要不然，
就回忆过去，
或想念起某件事，
某个人。

人总爱说，
过去就让它过去吧。
但，
有几个人能这么潇洒呢？

回忆再美，
终究不再真实，
过去再好，
也回不来了。

抬头向前看，
是有道理的。
这样，
人就有了新的希望，
新的梦想，
新的快乐。

我的新的梦想是，
我要有我自己满意的工作，
我要去外国体验新的生活，
我要学会在苦难中仍不放弃，
我要....
我能感到快乐幸福的生活。

我会努力的，
一直一直努力下去，
直到实现梦想。

你，你，还有你，
不该在意的人们，
就活在我的回忆里就好，
因为我的梦想和未来容不下你们的存在。

Different Chapter of My Life

I am officially an adult, started working to earn money to feed myself.. @@ Just got my first pay two days ago XD

Time passes so fast, a month ago, I was just a gonna graduating student,talked about exams and future. Now, I'm here, in mukah, training for my work. I'm working in press metal bintulu but have to come back mukah for training coz I was placed in a totally different field from what I was studied: QA/QC, which is a whole new world for me. All the machines, procedures,chemical testing,bla bla bla... are something I never seen before.Gonna learn from the start again.

This is the second time I came here for training. This time, first day I reach here,my fren bring me out for dinner. I broke his car door handle. @@lll super embarrassing. I was trying to open the car door when he came fetch me but can't so I tried harder then it broke, it was came off from the car !!! I hold it and showed him, then he help me open the door. Walao eh, feel so sorry to him. Really no face liao eh.

My housemate is a very nice girl, she was just transfered back to press metal mukah not long ago, she was working in press metal china for two years before. 2nd day here, she brought me to the town to buy some groceries. Then, tat day was not lucky as well, I scratched my hand when trying to find some stuff.

Today is 3rd day, my fren from Miri told me they gonna go bintulu on weekends. @@ I'm not sure this time Im able to go back on time or not. I dunno why my frens like to visit me in bintulu when I'm not in bintulu !!!! Argh! Last time also, but luckily I can make it. This time, I doubt that I can make it, if I request again I think my manager will kill me =_=lll

Anyway, just hope everything will goes smoother here. Then, I can go back bintulu with lots of new knowledge and skills. God bless me.

P/s: Tan, take k n I miss you. <3

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HJ, have faith pls

Was worrying about many things lately, pray that everything will be okay when the times come.

Have faith in God, pls HJ.

Matthew 6:25-26

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?  Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? "

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看开了

态度，决定你的一生。
态度，决定你的未来。

你不是我的谁，
你从此以后， 连朋友都称不上。

你会因为你今天的态度，
将来尝到你应该面对的失败。

我不想因为你而诋毁我自己的人格。
好自为之，祝你好运。

十字架

今天，在教堂里听到这首歌，很有感触。这首歌，歌词很简单，也很容易唱，意义却很深重。

还记得小时候，妈妈告诉我，害怕的时候就唱诗歌，就不会那么害怕了。她也教了我这首歌。

小时候睡觉怕有鬼的时候，我会唱这首歌，就感到平安，神与我同在的那种感觉。

现在长大了，是不是忘了在害怕的时候仰望神? 是不是不愿意去面对害怕的事情?

希望能像以前，有那么大的信心，相信神会与我同在，一起面对害怕的事情。

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Last Semester

Time flies,
I studied in Kuching for almost five years dy...
 From a young 18 years old gal to a little bit mature 23 years old young lady haha
This sem, feel so much different from last time,
i actually wanna try hard to achieve and try hard to enjoy at the same time.
I actually dare to spend so much $$ on myself for facial stuff n all.
N i actually feel stress all the time even though i just took 3 subjects and not all r hard sub. @@

Not only that,
My bf actually talk about future to me,
this really makes me feel we are grown adult, not teenager anymore.
We need to face the world with a whole new opinion.
We gonna
find job,
settle down,
give commitment to each other,
be responsible for many things.

God,
please lead me,prepare me to face this whole new world,
let me make the right choice, n do the right things. <3

Gonna Leave Soon

Finally, i will be going back to Kuching next Sunday. Look back at the previous post, something had  changed.  Anyway, still thanks God for taking care and blessing me for the last 9 weeks. Many things happened here, got happy 1 , got sad 1 but everything going to be the past =)

Not a bad experience here, met some new frens. They are friendly and we always chatting n laughing together during dinner time. I met one of my primary sch classmates. She cant recognize me but i remember her face. I think we same class for 2 years only. I met a gf of my another primary sch classmate. I met an ex Swinburne student too. Just it's so ngam we will met each other here. =D

My head of dept n supervisors are kind ppl. I actually change to another dept after 1 week so basically i talking about diff supervisor from the previous post @@ they were helping me to build my final year project. I had learnt some welding skills. But, there are nothing much for me to do for the previous few weeks. Just started to do my fyp last week. =p

The only thing i care about after i left is my bf will be alone here. No matter he will continue to work here or decided to leave, we are gonna to be apart for one semester or longer. Our future will be unknown. But i hope we will make a perfect adjustment for this relationship.

Although, some unhappy things happen to me here but it's still thankful to get a chance to learn different things and experience different environment. Gonna try to enjoy my last week ^^

感恩

在沐胶一个星期了， 从我踏入这块土地的那一刻，
 上帝就一路带领，供给我一切所需要的。感谢神。

公司的司机会从机场接我， 我不认识他，
我害怕一个人跟他回公司， 神就让我的朋友在我下飞机的前五分钟抵达机场，
让我们可以一起跟着司机回公司。

公司安排的住宿， 也因为我是女生，有特别的优待，
有冷气， 房间也比较新。 =D

我的supervisor and co-supervisor 人都还不错，不会欺负我们。 就连在从中国来的contractor's workers 都很愿意教导我们。

这里的人都很好，看到你在路边等公司的交通都会主动问你要不要跟他们的车。
就连昨天要去市区， 都有一个好心的女生载我们。

也感谢神让忠营能帮我安排去教会的交通和住宿。 让我能在圣诞节回到上帝的面前。 也认识了一些新朋友。

还有许许多多数不完的恩典。觉得很感恩。
希望在这里的生活能一天比一天好。 =)

睡不着

明天终于要去training了，

很紧张，

要去一个没去过的地方，

面对不一样的环境，

不知道会发生什么事，

睡不着啊!

唉~~~~

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不想长大

我真的不想长大，

要烦的东西太多，

要顾虑的东西太多，

根本不能像小时候那样，

无忧无虑的过日子。

社会的现实，

就快要打倒我的坚持，

我的想法。

我真的不想改变我的想法，

只想要快快乐乐的做自己。

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FML

Super soi, first left my pendrive in the lab n I lost it so all the results n graphs from matlab gone. Need to redo, n qi Hong do tat part. So I do the manual calculations part. Need to key all the equation into report. Key bout 5 pages dy n almost done, tat document suddenly crashed. Can't open anymore. Wth, dunno how to repair so I just redo. What kind of life do I have ? I actually put the document in dropbox to back up but this still happened.

Then, tan told me the java assignment 2 the part I do is a mess. @@ I really dun have energy to think about anything. I wish I just disappear or just faint n never wake up.

Why things just can't be the way it shud be when u try so hard for it ?

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那些年

那晚，
终于看了这部我想看了好久的电影。
想看的原因很多。
莫过于想要从这部电影里回忆起什么。

里面，女主角说了几句话，
竟然是我说过一模一样的话。
不知道 tan 还记不记得，
是我和他在一起之前说的。

那些年错过的大雨，
那些年错过的爱情，

就好好收藏在心里，
丢掉了曾有的幼稚，
迈向生命中另一个阶段前进。

Senior Ball 2011

Finally,

the last senior ball in my uni life,

I'm going to graduate next year (hopefully =p), 

some of them graduating this year, 

left about 1 month to go.

The programs aren't that great, 

the music aren't that nice.

But, it was a great night,

with my bf, my best friends.

 He likes to act cool as always XD

 Finally got one photo we stand together, thx Mel =)

  

So far, the oni 1 i cn find tat with winnie one >_<

Most of us know each other for around 4 year plus dy.

Glad to have u all in my uni life.

In about few months time, 

all of us will leave for our dreams, our futures.

Good luck to u all n keep in touch always. I will miss you all =)

P/s: Curi photos from here n thr in facebook. Thx all the photographers =D Too bad dun hv the photos for 2nd,3rd n 4th round after tat T_T

自作自受

笨蛋的我，
又是最后时刻才甘愿做功课和温习。
今天有一个考试， 还有要交些 fyp 的东西给老师看。
昨晚才开始努力，直到今早六点多。
睡了大概三个小时就起来预备去学校了。
结果，起来的时候就开始拉肚子。以为是太紧张所以不在意。
可是还是觉得不舒服，考试前几分钟就跑去厕所吐了。@@
考着的时候又去拉肚子。超可怜的。
应该不会考太差吧。
可是，难得觉得今天我很白。哈哈。
不过是苍白。T_T

没胃口吃东西，
一整个下午都不舒服。
还好现在没事了，可以开开心心了。=）

*有他照顾着，蛮幸福的 (@ ^ ^ @)