Depressing..

I know life isn't easy.. but why being so hard on me ? My life so mess up now.. I sleep in the morning n wake up in the afternoon.. Night time is my working time. The only place I go is uni. Most of the time just stay at home do works.. feel so stress.. sometime tears just dropping down without any reason.

Like this still ok, just hope can finish everything on time. But today my hotmail account has been blocked due to sending too many junk emails. Damn you virus! Now hotmail is very important for me to communicate with my group members and you treat me like this. Although can fix it but just feel very sien about it.

I think I will screw up my studies if continue like this, final exam is less than 2 weeks ahead n I haven't even start preparing for it. Thanks God. I'm not sick even thought my life now super unhealthy. Thanks for lead me all the time and always prepare someone for me when I need one.. my bf, my friends, my family. Again, jia you HJ..

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原来

我想我偶像剧看多了，想太多了。

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Dead Fish X_X

I'm going to be a dead fish soon.. real soon.. I slept at 4 / 5am in the morning for around one week dy for my assignments n yet i haven't finish them because we keep made mistake n have to redo n redo..

Now, i have to finish some assignments these few days so my life is going to be real miserable again.. *Sigh..

Sunday - Pass EM2 financial report to my teammate

Monday - Pass up MD Assignment 2 (35% arrrrrrr!!!)

Tuesday - Show lecturer the inverse kinematic n Robotworks (I have done both but both got probs! Really wanna scold bad words dy... T_T)

Thursday - Pass up Control lab report n TEST !!

The following week got presentation, factory visit, assignment then presentation, report (go round n round) N finally FINAL EXAM !! Sien lorrrrrrrrrr my family go traveling n i WANT to go also lahhhh.... My dad say i can go if i finish my revision earlier.. Do you think i can make it ??? with all these stressful stuff around me?? I hope i can coz i want to spend time with my family T_T

God, pls give me a healthy body n clear mind n extra wisdom for me to finish my works. Thanks..

Emo-ing

I have do the same calculations for more than five times dy n yet I still need to redo now.. Just feel very frustrated.. We should really start everything earlier.. I wanna follow my family go Kk for family trip but the day after I back to Kuching will have my 3rd final exam paper.. so I have to make sure I finish my revision then I just can go.. Jia You Jin.. Good luck..

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